​sega dreamcast

Wondering if I can sweat the sickness out
My phone map still autoroutes to that goddamn house
Thank God I don't wanna go right now

Maybe one day I can leave without exploding a bridge
But I know I'd be runnin' right back over it
And into those arms again
Ad I still reminisce about that awful room
The futon on the wall and the bugs that flew
Around my body while I gave myself to what I thought forever would be
It's so embarrassing
It's so embarrassing
It's so embarrassing

Like the day you left me stranded at the nudist camp
Emotional abandonment, the camper van
The tattoos you gave yoursеlf and blamed me for
The Sonic Hеdgehog bed sheets on the filthy floor
The time that we saw Bladee in the rain, what a show
The way that you’d freak out when I tried to tell you no
The times that I would hold you 'cause you made me bleed
My high school graduation heard you cheerin' from the bleachers

You were the worst but at least you
Seem to
Want to
Have a life with me