Narsissist

[Verse 1]
On the edge of periscopes
They give to me a sight of rot
In this world, bereft of soul
Self-love I lack, I'm not so fond of it
It's not so fun when you got flaws
That you don't hug
That you don't love yourself
It's not wrong, I blame myself
"It's your fault, they deserve more than this"

[Chorus]
How can I love if I hate myself?
This state of mind, I'm fed up with it
How can I walk when I'd lay instead?
This state of mind would reach the finish line

[Verse 2]
Got my eye on who I hate
Can't lie, I see my face
I need to feel better 'bout me now
Can't find it in myself
I fight my thoughts a lot
I need to feel lovе in me right now

[Verse 3]
Oh, baby, loving me is hard, I don't know how to start over
So drunk of my liеs, I am sober though
I don't know what came over me
And you see it in my eyes when you closer to me
I dismiss this stuff into closure
Don't open up 'bout how I feel

[Chorus]
Now I will love and focus on myself
That state of mind, I'm like, "To hell with it"
Now I would stand instead of laying there
My state of mind, better off flourishin'
Now I will love and focus on myself
That state of mind, I'm like, "To hell with it"
Now I would stand instead of laying there
My state of mind, better off flourishin'

[Outro]
I need, I need, I need
I need, I need, I need
I need to find love in me right now
Right now, right now
I need to find love in me right now