Higher

I keep on coming back for more
I'm beaten down to the floor
Thought that this would make me heal
Mm
Feels like no one sees my eyes
How they're hiding a million lies
I thought that this would make me feel
Cuz I paid the price
For flashing lights
I found myself in a new disguise
Cuz I, have sold my soul
So I start to do wrong in hopes I belong
Just do my part for the people in charge
I wanna be higher, I wanna be higher
So I'm making my choices based on the voices
That say I'm fine while holding a knife
I wanna be higher, I wanna be higher
And I felt how my mind was scared
Of the reflection cuz I could not bare
That this is what I wanted yeah
So I paid the price
For flashing lights
I wrapped myself in a new disguise
Cuz I, have sold my soul
So I start to do wrong in hopes I belong
Just do my part for the people in charge
I wanna be higher, I wanna be higher
So I'm making my choices based on the voices
That say I'm fine while holding a knife
I wanna be higher, I wanna be higher