9th of April

Feelin' blue
I'm smoking cigarettes on my own
9th of April
Today is the day that I was born
All my friends called me
I'm still staring at my phone
Don't wanna spend
Another year feeling so alone

So happy freaking birthday to me
Do you feel sorry?
I'm not supposed to cry for my 17
And I haven't felt okay
All day
I guess she forgot my birthday

Shouldn't have listened to
2012 songs
Every time I hear it
Shits get bad
If falling in love is such a crime
Please accept that I apologize
Think of you every time I get sad

Why the fuck am I still feeling like this?
I got to get you out of my mind
(My mind)
Since February I've been feeling like this
Think I'm gonna get
Black out drunk tonight

So happy freaking birthday to me
Do you feel sorry?
I'm not supposed to cry for my 17
And I haven't felt okay
All day
I guess she forgot my birthday

(Happy freaking birthday)
(My 17)
(All day)

So happy freaking birthday to me
(Happy freaking birthday)
Do you feel sorry ?
I'm not supposed to cry for my 17
(17)
And I've been waiting for her text
All day
I guess she forgot my birthday