I'd Not Outlast It

I'm so afraid
That you'll desert me again
I don't wanna live
In this nightmare
I've been a prisoner of

Is it sensible
To live everyday
In dread of your leaving?
My fear that I
Will be alone with my pain
Restrains me from sleeping

Having faith in love seems merely
Inconceivable today
And if you should break up with me
I'd not outlast it

I'd not outlast it
I'd not outlast it

I'm so afraid
That you'll desert me again
I don't wanna live
In this nightmare
I've been a prisoner of
I've had trouble holding my own

That's why I hope that this time
You're not going to forsake me
Because if it happens again
I'd not outlast it

I'd not outlast it
I'd not outlast it

I'm so afraid
That you'll desert me again

I'd not outlast it
I'd not outlast it