Old Habits

I get angry
Got my hands in my hair
I'm frustrated
Is it all in my head?
Somebody made it up

If I wait here
And don't walk down the street
I should stay here
For a while
And maybe you'll show up

Close my eyes and I see your face
Holding on to things that you said
Ease the pain in my heart
Tell me you're not that far

I don't wanna go back home without you
I don't wanna open the door
How am I supposed to live without you
When I don't even know me anymore
And I don't wanna know
I wanna keep my old habits
I'll make it up I'll imagine
I just wanna keep my old habits

Gotta hold on to my sanity
In this cruel world
Just give me some clarity
I'm tryna breathe
Breathe