I Will Not Die

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It only hurts me when I'm awake
It seems to die with dreaming
And ther's only so much that i can fake
When my whole life's careening down
I will not die

It only kills me cause i'm alive
And living this disaster
And its all i can do now to survive
I live to beat my master down
I will not die
Down i will not die

When i'm well, i long to be
Only in love with you
But i guess i'll never be
Oh and you know its true

It does not stop that we all die
I know this trips to slaughter
But if only i could let me cry
I feel healing water oh down
I will not die
Down i will not die
Down i will not die