cedar trees

You can plan for the rainy weather with a rusty umbrella
You can plan for what you should tell her in a dear john letter
But you can't plan for this
You can't plan for this
You can plan for unsettling stories where people leave in hurry
You can plan for opinions you're boring and thoughts of obscuring
But you can't plan for this
You can't plan for this
Why do lovers tell you one thing then leave you on your own?
Why do soulmates sing you their praise then call an uber home?
You think you're smart
Hiding him from me
I fall apart as your hearts grow cedar trees
Duck in the car, "jd, what a control freak"
Where is that car going?
You don't know the burden you can be
Your weighted words too heavy
You don't know
Songs are no fix for the men and their tricks
You don't know
No, you'll never know
Why do lovers tell you one thing then leave you on your own?
Why do soulmates sing you their praise then call an uber home?
You think you're smart
Hiding him from me
I fall apart as your hearts grow cedar trees
Duck in the car, "babe, don't be controlling"
Please, please
Please prove me wrong
Just insecurity
I'd trace your palm
In bed, no one leaves
Like every song, he ends up blaming me
He sang along, but now i'm too crazy
Maybe if i wasn't crazy then people wouldn't leave
Maybe if i wasn't crazy then people wouldn't leave
You can plan on pretending you're fine
Drowning in fine
You can plan on hinging your soul on society's show
I thought i could plan for this
I thought i had planned for this