Shoulda Called

You always say what you want
You always do what you want
Retroactive asking if I'm mad so you can still get what you want
Shoulda put foot down on pavement
Shoulda made a stronger statement
Stead of just throwing you patience
Pretending it's still an oasis
It's not, it's not
Sitting, it's silent, now we don't talk
You focused in on the things I'm not
You are not quite what you claim, still I gave a lot
Mighta been too much

Hold me down, hold me down
Like I hold you down
Look around and you are not around
Tears that hide up off the side of clowns
Rather laugh it off
Rather keep it moving
Rather tell you nothing
Rather keep it smoothy
Cause you kinda fine and you kinda goofy
In my dreams
Where nothing's quite what it seems
And we don't tear at the seams
And I'd be all that you need
And we would say what we mean
Time out on the time together, you onto the next thing
But I still stare at my screen, only thinking one thing

You always say what you want
You always do what you want
Retroactive asking if I'm mad so you can still get what you want
Shoulda put foot down on pavement
Shoulda made a stronger statement
Stead of just throwing you patience
Pretending it's still an oasis