25

Yeah
All the greats were the typical star of the movie
Watching interviews back it isn’t as moving
I miss the days when the numbers just didn’t consume me
I miss having people around that actually knew me
4am is when I have my most spiritual drives
I need gas tell the lady do 20 on 5
Stay in the house but my thoughts is where I reside
I’m checking others and I’m putting my feelings aside
How long they been saying they know I’m up next
How do I give these people more when I’m giving my best
I drink more when I’m alone to cope with the stress
Everyday I feel my dreams are put to the test
I call one over she be knowing my primitive needs
These surface level conversations been getting to me
All she wanna do is talk about purses and weed
Put on a smile for the world but it’s not what it seems yeah

It won’t be a dream one day
I’m gonna be okay girl
Tried to do things your way
I’m 25 today girl yeah

Me and my mom’s communication been growing apart
I wish I knew the sacrifices that came from the start
I’m not as close with my family it’s breaking my heart
Look at everything I gave to be chasing the charts
Sometimes I feel like with the numbers I’m after a ghost
A lot of people let me down when I needed em’ most
These are usually type of thoughts I keep in my notes
I pour my feelings in these verses not media post
I wish they told me along the way I’d lose half of my friends
I wish they told me that these people won’t clap when you win
No reply but you can trust the message received
Your hometown won’t show you support till you leave
It’s new levels waiting for me LA and beyond
A small fish swimming in an immaculate pond
I need my flowers while I’m here not after I’m gone
This is the update I’ll speak on it more when I’m on yeah

It won’t be a dream one day
I’m gonna be okay girl
Tried to do things your way
I’m 25 today

It won’t be a dream one day
I’m 25