Not Enough

[Hook]
I try to be a good friend, but it's not enough
I try to do a girl right, but it's not enough
I try to be a nice person, but it's not enough
I try to shut my mouth, but I know it's not enough

[Verse 1]
Don't mind my potty mouth, but what the fuck is up with this?
I'm writing lyrics while all you fuckers are talkin' shit
I make a statement while you act all shy and innocent
This better put this shit to rest or I'll keep getting hit
Time and time again I make a different enemy
Whether I say or do something that would flip around the story
While others sit around taking sides and supporting
I'm taking shots from the people that should instead ignore me

[Bridge]
Back and forth I treat the words I say as if they're bullets
The person loading up is a semi-automatic
Don't fucking test my limits boy if you wanna get roasted
'Cause judging from my past, I should never give attention
To anyone that can't be harmed unless they so deserve it
Everyone is a friend, unless the vibe is negative
Say what you want about me but I know it's my intention
To offend, talk shit, fire back, start somethin'
Sippin' Bacardi while I ride in the Bugatti
Doin' circles 'round the parking lot
Flipping the bird, It's absurd to even write about material lifestyle grinds
I gotta do it just to prove that I'm doing fine
It doesn't matter if I hurt your little feelings
If you got a walrus for a boyfriend
If I gotta call me out, I'll be sittin' here chillin'
*pending* is who I'm reppin'
I play the honest card while all you cheat and stay pretending

[Verse 2]
I sold my soul to Luci, you gave your body to Lucy
Oh shit, I meant for that to stay on paper. Did I say that? (sorry)
I guess that's what I gotta do just to push your luck
If you wanna fire back, I won't even give a fuck
Taking hits left and right like I'm playing Contra, cheat codes, 30 lives
And an army to supply
There's no point in hiding now, everybody knows my name
You can kill the Battlefield, while I kill it on the stage

[Bridge]
I made a few foes in a couple years, yet one of them is bitchin' and holdin' the tears
You may be fucking hurting but just look at me
To think I used to fuck wit'chu
Beggin' please for your ass to come back, I left like it's right
But look at what I've got now, and how far I've come
I think a couple more minutes to roast ya hun, so let me start by asking...

[Verse 3]
Where the fuck was you at when I need you the most?
Where the fuck were you when my heart was ice cold?
While you were guarding the colors of lust and pride
I sat around holding back my suicidal side
I'm hearing all these scary voices tellin' me to off myself, even when I turned to you
I knew that it wasn't help, But you know what? Fuck it, I think I'm done
I found someone better
You can go back to Tyler and listen to "Sweater Weather"

[Hook]
I try to be a good friend, but it's not enough
I try to do a girl right, but it's not enough
I try to be a nice person, but it's not enough
I try to shut my mouth, but I know it's not enough
I try to call it off, but I know it's not enough
I try to keep it lowkey but it's not enough
And if you try to think, what I do is not enough
Your ass is next, then we'll see who's standing tough

[Outro]
Like every single fucking day
I get the same old shit from friends and acquaintances alike
"Uh Josh you're starting trouble, and you're gonna get into trouble, uh you're gonna piss them off"
Like, here's the thing though like
If you've got a problem with what I say or do
Then that's your fucking problem, ya know
I'm just chilling
I'm doing whatever the fuck I like
You know, I have no fucking filter, you know me
Excuse my potty mouth but, y'know
Fuck it, y'know
That's your problem, you know
You know how the fuck this works
JMorata, *pending*
I'm out