Choking on Shame

I figured you would sit and sigh
While I rot away inside

I realize there's not enough time
To drink your red and salty tears

Your hair's all over the place
I ripped mine out just the same
The sweet cold kisses my brain
cnd tells me I'm choking on shame

List the times you showed a smile
Barefoot running a thousand miles

Count the days until the end
Only start when you know you're dead

Fill my cup then shatter the glass
Try to laugh when you finish last

You sicken me just the way you are
I think I'll find another one

Your hair's all over the place
I ripped mine out just the same
The sweet cold kisses my brain
cnd tells me I'm choking on shame

I figured you would sit and sigh
While I rot away inside

I realize there's not enough time
To drink your red and salty tears

Your hair's all over the place
I ripped mine out just the same
The sweet cold kisses my brain
cnd tells me I'm choking on shame