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JOHNNASCUS
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New Year
New Me
Decade
2020
Out the world
I look and see
Everyone
Including me
Dissociate
Get Away
From
Reality okay
I need
Rebirth
A new slate
Massive change
In my head
Too much
Too much
Too much
Escape esotericism
But that's my
My home
Why would I escape my home
I don't know
Maybe it never was
Or I let it consume me
I feel like
A fucking fraud
I'm fucking lost
What do I do
I don't know
I don't ask for help
So I keep it all inside
Until it explodes
And I'm out my mind
And then I want to end it all
But I'm too afraid to do so
So i lay
Lay
Lay
Lay
Lay
Why do i destroy everything that i fucking own
