Goodbye Heaven / Ode to Home

My home
Forver
Goodbye heaven
I'll never see you again
Goodbye heaven
I'll never see you again
But I hope that you know
You made me all
That I am
Oh
Goodbye Everything
I'll be back again one day
But for now hope you know
You helped me find what to say
Racing life
Trying to get a grip
Right
But as hard
As I try
I
I fall down
So so much and
I remember playing in the yard
Digging holes
Playing with birds
I remember playing in the grass
All the fun I fucking had
I remember growing the fuck up
Thinking grass wasn't so fun
Anymore
And it hurts
Cause I know
I still love it
Gotta leave my home
Everything
I used to know
Gotta find my place
Put my
Own Stickers on my windows
Oh
Help me know
When to stop
And
When to go
Oh
But I'll always know
How
To find my way home
Again
Iv got the butterfly's
Cause
Life is scary
Hard as I try
I
I see my fucking life
As one big
Fucking circle
And I feel like that leads back
To
When I was truly happy
No more of this silly shit
Eating drugs
Like fucking candy
I'll miss
All of this shit yeah
No more
Home to come home to
I just
Really wish that
Paid more attention to you
I forget
All of the times that
Fucking disrespected you
Just know
How sorry I am that
Never noticed all that you do