Bad Trip

So much more than this
A fucking star left in a shit show
When I really get thinking
Oh
Its hard to realize
that you do life
All alone
And I hate to
Believe
I'm the only one
Feeling alone
But when I get caught up
In my mind
Alone with my thoughts
Off the psych's
I realize
I'm the only one who cares what I Care about
And I'm the only one
Counting the hours off
And
I'm the only one fucking my life up
And I'm the only one giving
That crucial fuck
Where I'm going
What I love
What I do
Its not you
Its not them
Its just
Me
Alone
In my head
In this body
Alone with myself
Off this molly
Alone with the things I care deeply
About
But nobody else
Gives
A fucking fuck
Not the time
Not the moment
The love
Not the care
The attention
The fuck
About me
And my thoughts
And my dreams
And my hobby's
Its just me
Alone with these insects departing
Consumed by this heartache and dread
Sinking in to the mud
To the grass
As the earth falls silent
I wish I was there
To see the end
I wish they all cared about their friends
Oh
Was I their friend?
My life's a bad trip
I cant imagine
How this could
Get any worse
For me
I'm still tripping
The devil always gets his due
The devil always gets his due
The devil always gets his due
The devil always gets his due
The devil always gets his due
The devil always gets his due
The devil always gets his due
The devil always gets his due
Need some gum
Keep you off my mind
Keep me in my head
Keep me outta the lines
Need a shut my phone off
Cooperate
Need to pack my shit up and
Get
Away
Cause
Insects crawling
Down my spine
As
The life drains out
My fucking eyes
And I'm
Left
Knowing that you
Didn't give a shit
Didn't love me tooo
Didn't love me tooo
And you
Would never admit
Never admit it