face my fears

If I could find the words to say
Id go and run away from here
Cause I am tired of fighting tears
Id rather just face my fears
Id tell myself at seventeen
That things weren't always what they mean
These people aren't what they seem
Like what's on their social media
If I could find the words to say
Id keep it all for that day
The future is so wide and clear
Who cares who thinks if I'm weird
Pause and backtrack for a while
Been a minute since I've smiled
Who cares about their opinions
Let's see who's winning in the end
If I could find the words to say
Id go and mold it with some clay
Id make the realest bridge I know
Then Id toss in some piano
I've been waiting
I've been waiting with patience
To save me
Oh baby