Pool of Regrets

I don't know what could I do, if my mind keeps getting grey
I don't know what could I say, if your love keeps letting down
I just know, that you stole a piece of me
I know I could, just walk away like this

Now I'm home cold and tired, so guilty of your pain
How could I love you, without hating myself?
Could I tell this now, without making mistakes?
I just can't move on, if you're begging for regret

In your eyes I can see, all the pain that you caused me
You gotta understand, that I'm better off this way
So close yet so far, maybe I feel a little bit ashamed
I know now it's all wrong, so please stop trying to reclaim