Last Year

Truth be told they say you changed
I hope that if you changed it only means you at a better place
My minds been flooded with our memories
I hope you ain't forgetting me
That's the only thing that lets me know that you still sweatin' me
I'm so selfish
I can't help it
Thinking bout those days where I said "I love you" and knew we felt it
Before the music
Before the helpless
I used to count on you to let me know when I was acting reckless
Last Christmas I gave you a golden necklace with a J as a pendant
This year you took it off to let me know you independent
People asking me if I be knowing where yo head is
I used to tell them yeah I know exactly where she headin'
And now I never know until you get it
I hope you get this message
The things that cause you pain will only hurt if you give it the energy to let it
And don't forget it
This the type of memory you've been playing for centuries
Routine now to have you stuck inside my melodies
Oh my my, my life is so close to heavenly
Women like you like to fuck me up mentally
Asking bout signs tryna figure out my energy
You can never get to me
Can never let em get to me
The day you doubted me was the day I gave you less of me
Then you asked for more knowing you could have the best of me
And I gave it
Cause I was into it
When was the last time I made something intimate
Even when I fuck no rubbers no Michelin
Tryna find a person I can label as significant
Last time we spoke we were settling our differences
Last time we met I was deep inside your
Moments right before you was telling me you over me
There's no controlling me