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''I love you forever''
''XXX, me''
''Hier was het huis altijd''

Been zoning out in crowds now
Broken, but oh so content
The people around me say that they're proud
But I can't be when it feels like it'll never end

There's been a lot of nights, thinking what you could be on about
''Do you regret what you put me through?''
''Do you ever bawl out?''
''Do you wish you could undo?''

I looked at you as my hotline
But all you ever did was beat me to the punchline
You promised me a safe haven
But you only gave me a night-grave to lay in

I see now what you've done
Though those nights still run on and on
Tried to take everything away with the mask of love
Guess you were the grim reaper slowly creeping up

And although you went up and left
Left all those twisted things in my head
I would never take you back
Out of the two of us, you were the trainwreck

You're up switching boys for the thrill of love
While I'm sat at home trying to drink it off
I don't miss you as a person
I miss the feeling that kept me safe and sound

The circle has been broken for some time now
Don't come to me for all the boys' hearts you drowned out
You did this to yourself, and set me on a broken route
Thank you
Good riddance