Funeral for My Former Self

So tired of feeling this way
Feeling like I can't go on
What if I died today?
Everything going wrong

And I've been thinking
And I've been reading

Sorry I got carried away
Looking at it like a story
Thought if I could win their love
Everything would fall in place

And I got burned out
Look how the story turned out
Living for somebody else isn't working
I'll be the one going down in the end
I can't be wishing and dreaming my heart out
Forever into oblivion

Saw my spirit crumble
Nothing ever stays the same
In an aging body
Glorified by mistake

But I got turned round
Now I'm looking for the light within
Living for something that I can rely on
I'll be the one going down in the end
I can't be wishing and dreaming my heart out
Forever into oblivion

I'll go anywhere to find it
I'll go anywhere to seek
I'll go anywhere to find it
I'll go anywhere to seek