What Now

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying, and tears were for the weak
The days I'm stronger, know what, so I say
That's something missing

Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me
Through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out
What now?
Ooh
What now?

I found the one, he changed my life
But was it me that changed?
And he just happened to come at the right time
I'm supposed to be in love
But I'm not mugging

Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me
Through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out
What now?
Somebody tell me
What now?