rot (feat. Kythre)

OH MY GOD
I'm gonna keep it light
You did fucking nothing for me but leave me behind
I don't fucking care what you say
You're gonna feel my decay, You're gonna feel my rot
You need to step aside
I hope you know the blood is real and well defined
You never hear me anyway
I had always hoped it'd stay the same, I guess not
It's not the same, not the same
But I go through with it anyway, anyway
I don't fucking know who I am
Who I am
It's not the same, not the same
But I go through with it anyway, anyway
I don't fucking know who I am
Who I am
I forget where I am and I forget my own name
All of them have done me wrong, yet I'm the one to blame
But this time I won't get back to them, as they call out my name
And it's really fucking dumb of me to think that they will change
It's not the same, not the same
But I go through with it anyway, anyway
I don't fucking know who I am
Who I am
It's not the same, not the same
But I go through with it anyway, anyway
I don't fucking know who I am
Who I am
OH MY GOD
(OH MY GOD)
You say you wanna see me rot?
Tough luck, I won't do it bitch
Won't stop 'till I'm on top, I'm cutting off all of the stupid shit
They say that everything will change, I'm praying for that day
I'm frozen in place, lost my way, think I've just dug my grave
Constant thoughts in my brain from what you've done to me
You can lie all you want, the truth is ugly
I can see all of my blessings right in front of me
So much trauma in my past, I try to put it under me
It's not the same, not the same
But I go through with it anyway, anyway
I don't fucking know who I am
Who I am
It's not the same, not the same
But I go through with it anyway, anyway
I don't fucking know who I am
Who I am
My life starts to fade as my blood turns to mist
Breathe in the ashes, your lungs for a cyst
When I'm dead you won't miss me, don't say that you did
I thought you were better than this