Sober

I woke up this morning a little hungover
It hits different since I got older
Still got this old chip on my shoulder
The stubborn side of me will never get sober

Try to numb my pain but the bullshit never works
I run from shame I'll do anything to heal the hurt

I fucked up again
Hide behind my sins
I've found everything but closure
Learn to swallow pride
Behind these hollow eyes
I don't see change getting closer
I'll never get sober

I deal with this pain don't ask me how
I just hide behind a mask of smiles
When I'm down and drunken bound I get as high as I can be
I don't like the person that's inside of me

Try to numb my pain but the bullshit never works
I run from shame I'll do anything to heal the hurt

I fucked up again
Hide behind my sins
I've found everything but closure
Learn to swallow pride
Behind these hollow eyes
I don't see change getting closer
I need to get sober

I woke up this morning a little hungover