Pissed Off Letter

[Intro]
All these niggas hoes
They gon gon follow the trend, they gon follow the crowd
I don't give a fuck though
Fuck all you niggas bitch

[Verse]
I been going through some shit
And I don't know how to feel
I got addicted to them pills
My mental health fucked up for real
When I'm gon get help shit I don't know
My last three months been hell
Tryna make sure I prevail
And they just gave ?? twelve
I lost my mind and I went mad
Now I can't sleep
They woke the beast
Seen what I seen inside these eyes
?? Some shit you can't unsee
They keep coming after me
I need some fuckin timе to think
But it's the time that I don't got right now
I gotta make somеthing shake
Sit around and talk about me
All the love done turned to hate
And if it gotta turn that way
Fuck all you bitches cause I'm straight
All this pain a nigga feel
It's hard to hide it off my face
But it's myself I wanna blank
I can't it's mouths to feed this way
Tell my sister I ain't mad at her
It's one love that's to the grave
I just want you to change your ways
You got two boys you gotta raise
It's some niggas that I knew for a long time that fuckin changed
Real friendships stay the same
Talking to the opps calling me lame
But im God's child man that shit wild
Everything that I overcame
Niggas ran, thought it all fall down
I don't give a fuck about a gang
Bitch the world can suck my dick
Stay the fuck up out my face
And if you don't fuck with me
Then bitch it's war you cross my way
And I put it on my son
The games niggas like to play
Bitch I got sum for all y'all
It's on the way just wait
I done got mad and I'm full of rage
I don't think nigga I crave
All you fake bitches gon die slow
Ill meet you niggas at the gate
I'm so tired of all this shit
But a break I don't never get
How much harder it's gon get
Before I fucking quit this shit?
When enough is enough
Can't take no more because I'm fed up
Stay out the way bitch on my own I run that bread up
My confidence so low I feel like who am I?
My way of thinking be so negative they tore me down
That shit gon come back round
Right now I'm bleeding out
It's me against the town
And I ain't going out
I been doped up my ??
I don't sleep bitch I don't eat
I can't feel nothing im pill poppin like five days out the week
All this shit fall back to me
When I need help ain't no one to reach
But it's all good all understood
I'ma handle mines on leeke
But this other side I'm finna show of me real monstrous this street
Finna make it hard for all you bitch niggas
Make everybody ??
Took that pain in, it was me
Left me to rot inside these streets
Left ?? So on my soul ain't nobody safe with me
I gotta carry on this load alone
I'm on my own it's me
But I ain't trippin bout that shit
Forever knew that's how it be
I be riding by myself
I got that Glock under the seat
I got that Drac sitting to my left
And got another Glock in my reach
Whole world on top my shoulder
On my dick won't let me breathe
But I learned as I got older
Being real don't cost a thing
Ain't no reward for being loyal
But it seem our shit changed
Nigga killed our partner
But you don't wanna slide unless you paid
Money done fucked up the game
Off the love don't even remain
Niggas too stuck in they ways
A team player these niggas ain't
Watch these hoes and what you show em
Cause one day they all fade
Fall for her and she was playing the whole time
That shit there crazy
I'm way smarter than they think but I play fool to them
That make them do it in your face
It show the truth of them
But after all that shit play out and all the getters do get got
So I just step forever self aware they plotting on your spot