Time

I just need time, I just need time, I just need time, I just need time
I just need time, I just need time, I just need time, I just need time

Looking up at these skies all I've seen is grey for some time
I've been working to better myself but I fall into these temptations I just need time
I'm talkin to God daily questioning my purpose I hope for answers in time
I'm feeling guilty doubt filling my brain hypocritical moments I just need...time

Crazy thing isn't it how time is the biggest worry
We're subconsciously trapped by the hands on our wrists controlling
I'm talking about the clocks that go tik tok when we learn them we start molding
All things are wrapped around it but I'll get back to that in the morning

Right now I'm just tryna clear up this madness in my brain
Sorting through all the words to put the right message on the page
Got me stressed about my image to where I start going insane
Such high standards for myself got my energy draining

I just need time, I just need time, I just need time, I just need time
I just need time, I just need time, I just need time, I just need time

Lately some of my habits aren't the best
But if I don't do them I stay up with no rest
I battle myself to stop them but it's non sense
It's tiring me out sleep deprivation at its best

I mentioned on the process no sleep was a blessing
But now I'm thinking it's more of a curse see
I just lost another job from it this is crazy
But don't pity me I'm just being real to me

All I know is chasing music takes sacrifice
You gotta be all in and pay the full price
Maybe lose a job or two keep rolling the dice
But like I said I'm working on myself and tonight

I just need time, I just need time, I just need time, I just need time
I just need time, I just need time, I just need time, I just need time