T!RED OF TH!NK!NG

I'm so tired of fighting tears
But I can't break down, But I've been scared
For way to long am I to break now
I'm tired trying
Tired of thinking It's okay
Tired of faking like I'm good
When I really fake a smile damn

(1 Verse)
It's caused my depression
Through the roof
I don't want nobody near me
I stay trapped inside my room
Cause I don't want no one to judge me
But that's just the mood
I push everybody away
Cause I don't know what to do
I'm so tired of living in the past
Man I'm tired of reminisce
I'm never getting sleep
Cause I'm always up and thinking
Tryna find a point in life
I don't know thе meaning

(Chorus)
I'm so tired of fighting tears
But I can't brеak down, But I've been scared
For way to long am I to break now
I'm tired trying
Tired of thinking It's okay
Tired of faking like I'm good
When I really fake a smile damn