Myself

[Chorus]
You taught me how to hate myself
You taught me my biggest fear is myself
Got trust issues, I can't trust myself
You never cared about me drowning, til' it's up in wealth
And you don't care if I die now
I gotta be the big dog, I cannot cry now
Ad you do not care if I'm tied down
To this day, I'm still having dreams that you mine now

[Verse 1]
Plenty fish in the sea, I went and chose you
‘Cause I ain’t ever seen anyone hold you
I should’ve never made you change, I miss the old you
Now I regret you being my go to
And I feel lost again
I miss you calling me your man
I swear I did what I can
My hеarts still up in your hand
Uh, I'm sorry, I'm taking Molly
I don't wanna live to tomorrow
I'm sorry, I'm out my body
X can you please takе me out my sorrow?
Uh, I don't wanna be broken-hearted anymore
I thought you was the one, but you just another hoe
Ripped my heart out, left the blood on my clothes
Now I wish that we were never this close

[Chorus]
You taught me how to hate myself
You taught me my biggest fear is myself
Got trust issues, I can't trust myself
You never cared about me drowning, til' it's up in wealth
And you don't care if I die now
I gotta be the big dog, I cannot cry now
And you do not care if I'm tied down
To this day, I'm still having dreams that you mine now

[Verse 2]
To this day, I'm still having dreams that you mine now
Told me that you still love me, why you gotta lie now?
Niggas won't care about you til' you gotta lie down
I that casket, it's so hard to say bie now
And I gave you my love, I bought you that stuff
And you still don't love me, was it ever enough?
I'm taking meds to the face and you're the plug
And I can't cry no more 'cause I'm a thug
Ahh
I was right, but you still left
And you the one that taught me how to hate myself
And you the one that taught me how to hate myself
And you the one that taught me how to hate myself

[Chorus]
You taught me how to hate myself
You taught me my biggest fear is myself
Got trust issues, I can't trust myself
You never cared about me drowning, til' it's up in wealth
And you don't care if I die now
I gotta be the big dog, I cannot cry now
And you do not care if I'm tied down
To this day, I'm still having dreams that you mine now

[Verse 3]
Uh, ah, I'm sorry for what I did
But you just gotta learn that I'm just still a kid
But I just gotta learn some things I cannot fix
But I just gotta learn that I'm not meant for this
Uh, everyday I got this devil on my shoulder
He's telling me that I failed trying to hold her
And life gets tougher everytime I get older
I want you closer, but

[Chorus]
You taught me how to hate myself
You taught me my biggest fear is myself
Got trust issues, I can't trust myself
You never cared about me drowning, til' it's up in wealth
And you don't care if I die now
I gotta be the big dog, I cannot cry now
And you do not care if I'm tied down
To this day, I'm still having dreams that you mine now