She Forgot My Name

Baby tell me how the fuck you forget?,

That feeling when we hugged when we met,

I’m fucking stuck in this mess,

Got this feeling in my gut now - was ducking the stress,

Until you Told me don’t worry then you got up and you left,

And I’m so fucking distressed,

I hate how I love you,

I hate how I ain’t put nobody above you,

When you went and held my hand that shit created flames,

Now I’m sad cause holding my own hand doesn’t feel the same,

How the shit am I supposed to manage,

So much bullshit I don’t understand it,

My heart’s a handicap - you made it damaged,

This shit is gonna take more than a bandage,

You played me bad just to take advantage,

That shits fucked up,

Was too good to be true - and when my luck’s up,

Wanna shout but I tell myself shut the fuck up,

Because I know that there’s just nothing I could say or do now,

You treat this shit like it’s a game - I wanna play a few rounds,

Lemme get that respawn,

I thought that you was an angel but I don’t see god,

Cause you the devil to me,

But you don’t wear Prada,

And how much times do you tell me how much you care? Nada - fuck,

Everything is awkward now,

Can’t believe I really thought you’d be my partner - wow,

And All because of some silly miscommunication,

We had the green light - but you’d sitting still and waiting,

I’m Tryna be patient,

I don’t mean to yell but I’m so sick of trying to be patient,

My heart’s flat lining - its like you tryna kill the patient,

Look at the light - the shit’s green - so tell me why you waiting?,

This ain’t the first time either - so many times I’m facing,

Situations like this - you made me feel whole,

Then you fucking shot me down - now that’s a real hole,

Who woulda knew that the Devil was so beautiful,

Melancholy’s how I be feeling so usual,

And it’s YOUR fault,

Or maybe it’s mine,

I told you how much I hated the state of mind,

Told you I ain’t deserve nothing - you told me that I was wrong,

And then you Left me deserted so Look who was right all along,

I Wish I never hung with you bitch,

I wish I wasn’t dumb with this shit,

I wish that I was numb to this shit,

I kinda knew that it was coming to this,

But my heart keeps on thumping to this - she fucking told me,