I Tried

How did something
Come from nothing
Like before I knew you?
We were nothing turned to loving
Now its gone I miss you
I'm not in agony, I'm happy
Cos we grew apart
I reminisce the positivity
And locked it in my heart
You were a sexy mamacita
From around the way
You got that style & that mystery
That memory will stay - forever
I accept I wasn't made to know it all
I tried
And if I wasn't good enough for you
I'm sorry babe - I tried
And if I wasn't good enough for you
I'm sorry babe - I tried

Poppin' out the blue
Among the green
So unexpected
We connected now
You're on the team
We're all effected
But never wanted it
Or thought about it
And its all got deep
Feeling out of place
Without a home
And just a spot to sleep
I know that's terrible
You feel the pressure can't go on
And now you're heavy
In ya body and ya mind be strong
Cos trust me living is a gift
That's why we call it present
And if I didn't understand you
I would be unpleasant

If one of life's inevitabilities
Is that destiny's will collide
Its essential to recognise
When they start to divide

Parting's never easy
Trust me babe I feel it too
Its like a hole within the soul
But its not bad its new
I didn't wana disappoint
Just to be true to self
But doing less of me
Has taken pieces
Of my health, I can't afford
The worst is over
So lets look to lighter days
I wish you love & happiness
In every kind of way
And you deserve the best
The way you like it
Trust when you decide
Follow all your senses
Know your faith
I'm sorry babe – I tried