Need Therapy

Yeah yeah

When you tell me that you love me
Do you really mean it
Cus i been lookin in the mirror
Feeling real defeated
All this weight been stacking up on my plate
Man I was craving due to hunger
Now its to much intake
Crazy
I spit my heart and soul within these verses
But when these times start gettin tough
Id rather not converse these
Feelings that i feel
Id rather turn to pills
Id rather take a sip
Man addictions becoming real
Aye mom
Im really sorry for the shit that you take
I feel i failed you as your son
I feel like a mistake
I feel
Really broken inside
And after writing all these words
I wanna shut down n cry
Damn

Man they say i need some therapy
But opening my heart is whats been scarying me
Man im dealing with my shit
No matter how you see
My unhealthy ways to cope
Just let a nigga be
Cus i ain't killing anyone
I ain't hurting not a soul
My kidneys bound to fail
But thats just how depression goes
One day i will prevail
But as of now i prolly wont
Im lonely as can be
And thats how life was meant to go

So
Just hug me when you see me
Just love me so i can see
Someone there that really there for me
Man
I think i need some therapy

I think i need some therapy
I think i need some therapy
I know i need some therapy