Toxic Love Anthem (feat. Jaynia)

Yea it hurts
But I just push it all away
I know it'd be much worse
If i had made the choice to stay
I know I don't deserve
To be dealing with this pain
When I always put you first
And you would never do the same
And I'm still trying to forgive you
The way you did me i never would've did you
It's Crazy how you don't even see the issue
You played me, but in this twisted world of yours
You're the victim
When you told me no one cared
I cared for you
You told me no one was there
Was there for you
You just wanted to be loved
So i loved you
And I never once put anyone above you
From the start until the finish
It was just you
I should've known to never trust you
You been through too much and
Real love must be hard to adjust to

I was cool just being friends
If it meant me and you until the end
You May as well Call me foolish
Cuz I would do it all again
If you only knew
What i went through all because of you
You may as well call me foolish
Cuz I would do it all again

You're full of red flags and
Reds my favorite color
I just wanted passion
Made me feel that like no other
Just the right distraction
Wait hold on
See that's my point exactly
My friends tell me I'm crazy
And I can't even lie
I loved our roller coaster
Yo we had a wild ride
Lovesick from the motions
Hoping it will heal with time
But I still feel broken
My heart won't let me be open
Tryna hide All these emotions
Cuz I can't let them see
What you really did to me
I don't wanna seem weak
I just wanna be free
But You was keeping secrets
I know you was fighting demons
I just didn't wanna see it
Now I just need a reason
Was I the only one believing
In a future worth achieving
Or was you only teasing
I guess I'll never know
I just gotta keep on dreaming

I was cool just being friends
If it meant me and you until the end
May as well Call me foolish
Cuz I would do it all again
If you only knew
What I went through all because of you
You may as well call me foolish
Cuz I would do it all again
I wish you the best life
Maybe I will see you in the next life
You may as well call me foolish
Cuz i would do it all again
I want A love thats true
It's a shame that it couldn't be with you
You may as well call me foolish
Cuz I would do it all again

Wait, is that toxic?
Yea bruh jajajaja