All Cursed

you’re free they say, but am i really?
you just gotta love god
and he’ll give you love and stead
but isn’t he just part of the numb i get the most?
no, he’s not real
from your countless gods
to my one true deal

just let me go
because i dont wanna let myself go
yeah, i will keep on trying
but this pressure on my head
feels like i’m dying
just send me to open jail,
leave the walls unwalled
i’ll make myself not numb
and this world all cursed

i have a pin on my backpack as a reminder
of all the many times that i have wandered
of wgat is and could’ve been
what will and and what once was
the feelings that i’ll redeem
and what’s gonna be my cause

just let me go
because i dont wanna let myself go
yeah, i will keep on trying
but this pressure on my head
feels like i’m dying
just send me to open jail,
leave the walls unwalled
i’ll make myself not numb
and this world all cursed

i just saw a light passing through my heart
crashing it all and the night is yet to come
the feast has closed and we’ll all have lost
i know that i can’t get possibly worse

just let me go
because i dont wanna let myself go
yeah, i will keep on trying
but this pressure on my head
feels like i’m dying
just send me to open jail,
leave the walls unwalled
i’ll make myself not numb
and this world all cursed
all cursed