Regrets

Ummm
So I don’t know how to start
My life’s really fucked up
And all the things I care about are Gone
I really don’t give a shit
I just pretend like I’m happy
And I just hide how I really feel
Like inside
A lot of people tell me I shouldn’t do That
But I don’t give a fuck
A lot of people tell me I should talk To people about problems
But it feels like I’m just like holding This devil like inside of me
And I don’t wanna let him out
And you just let him out
Like shit I have him locked up in a Basement
Theoretically, tied down like a Kidnapped person
I really don’t drink alcohol
That shits disgusting
Makes your breath smell and all that Shit
Nasty
But I’ll smoke, that shit, yeah
Yeah imma tell you why I don’t like Alcohol
Got fucked up, and said it wasn’t me
Learn how to take responsibility, Tried to fucking kill me, just because You wanted to be A little tipsy
Now you’re fucking sorry
Damn, you seem so fucking Worthless to me
I don’t ever wanna see yo fucking Face near me
Damn, I used to look up to you
But last night I just fucking met the Real you
I kinda fucking regret all the actions
I did, for you
Should’ve gave you the wheel
Should’ve let you fucking die
‘Cause all my idols do, but why not You
If I could go back, I should’ve let you Drive, I should’ve let you die, of Fucking called the Cops, to let you Fucking get a DUI, just to fuck up yo Life, ‘cause I could’ve lost mine
Why don’t you try this shit
I’ll close my eyes and count to ten
You just said you’ll never do it again
Telling me fake promises
But I’d rather have yo brains Splattered on cement
I guess I am in regret
You’ve always told me
Actions speak louder than words
And now
You’re dead