LEFT ALONE

I got sick of showing love, when they never give it back
They just take it and they never ask
I been sitting in my room, in another world
Tryna find a reason why everything's always fading black
They know, why
I been on my own
But they don't give a fuck about anyone but themselves (nah)
Closure is a lonely road
And I don't know if I could ever deal with how it felt, again
No I won't even bother tryna take a chance
No more being the bigger person, I can't stand when I try to give a helping hand they cut it off
Yeah they took my kindness for weakness and now my love is gone
Like I don't even know where to start
They stabbed me in my back and put a hole in my heart
They really tried to tear me apart
(Yeah)
Remember late night driving, just to smoke a spliff at the park
I was on cloud 9 freestyling, in the whip
where we talked about are fucking problems and ever since
You aint never treated me like someone you should show respect
So I guess
I just gotta except
That, that's the reason why I'm sick of showing love, when they never give it back
They just take it and they never ask (uh)
I been sitting in my room, in another world
Tryna find a reason why everything's always fading black
They know, why
I been on my own
But they don't give a fuck about anyone but themselves, nah
Closure is a lonely road
And I don't know if I could ever deal with how it felt, again
No I wasn't even gon' take a chance
But now I met her and can't remember what day it is
Everybody's been tryna tell me how I should live my life
But nobody ever tries to ask me how my day has been
I was falling into a dark place when you found me
Now everybody's hating cause the fact that you're around me
But i wont let the jealousy and hatred come and cloud me
I got the iron on me like I'm Downey, for anyone saying
That they know, but they don't know
I got what these people wish they had, cause they're still broke
Wanna know why I'm feeling like shit
Cause there's no hope
I'd rather grab the Glock and unload to watch my mind blow
They know, why
I been on my own
But they don't give a fuck about anyone but themselves, nah
Closure is a lonely road
And I don't know if I could ever deal with how it felt, again