Hear Me Crying

(I love you, Dzy)
(I love you too my dude)

Standin' in the rain
What you tryna see? I'm tryna see if I can wash away the pain
Somehow, I maintain
Even though these crackers want me dead and locked up in the chain gang
Lord, do you hear me cryin'?
I know your love really real but I don't know why we dyin'
I know that you see me tryin'
But I'm really in that field, I can't put down my iron

But I'm really in that field, I can't put down my iron
Tote heavy steels, I can't let you take me for mine
Free my nigga Bill, my nigga there one of a kind
He never gotta worry 'bout me keepin' it real, I'ma do that without tryin'
And none of you fuck niggas ain't seein' us, y'all legally blind
Can't be compared to none of these rap niggas, we really live our rhymes
Compare me to one of these, big facts, I got cake all the time
Swear to God I was raised 'round them trap niggas who be backin' down
Flew out of state, was naked for a day, but now I'm packin' nines
I be all gas, no brakes, like it's fuck traffic signs
Plus one of my niggas just died, we goin' through tragic times
Fuck 2020, I wish I could just press rewind
I promise that I will never stop until I see all my niggas shinin'
I'll go buy it for one of my dawgs 'fore I buy these bitches diamonds
'Member when I used to starve, I was livin' like a Viking
Had to turn these haters to believers, remember the titans

Standin' in the rain
What you tryna see? I'm tryna see if I can wash away the pain
Somehow, I maintain
Even though these crackers want me dead and locked up in the chain gang
Lord, do you hear me cryin'?
I know your love really real but I don't know why we dyin'
I know that you see me tryin'
But I'm really in that field, I can't put down my iron

See, way before this fame
Before I ever thought the world would know my name
I was ridin' 'round town snatchin' people's chains
And I know that I should change,
But that evil shit still be comin' to my brain
Tryna keep my cool, startin' to drive me insane
Standin' in the rain
And he totin' a big-ass flame
Tryna turn one these fuck niggas right into a stain
This is not a game
Come run down on your block
'Cause that talkin' you doin' done turnt you to an opp
I tried to be good but they done turnt me to a bad guy
Niggas from my hood but they actin' like they from the other side
It's like lately, all I see is homicides
It's like lately, all I see is mama's cryin'
Told my nigga move smart, I don't wanna see you go away
Gotta stay smart so we clutchin' on this throwaway
Gotta stay a step ahead, never know how it might go today
Gotta always use your head, can't let them trick you out your place

Standin' in the rain
What you tryna see? I'm tryna see if I can wash away the pain
Somehow, I maintain
Even though these crackers want me dead and locked up in the chain gang
Lord, do you hear me cryin'?
I know your love really real but I don't know why we dyin'
I know that you see me tryin'
But I'm really in that field, I can't put down my iron