All Night

I've been thinking all night
Who am I? What am I? What do I know?
I be getting so high
Took some drugs overdose, just to not feel low
I've been smoking all night
Been awake, can't sleep, I don't know why
I've been waking up high
Still alive for now but I don't know how long
Well, am I wrong if I wanna run away
Would you understand all the things I wanna say?
If I take my life, would it also take the pain?
If I took my life, would it just pass the pain?
I'm obsessed with the thought of my dying day
I'm a mess and I'm tryna find a way out
To this negativity
So it seems that myself is my biggest enemy
Who am I? what am I? questions in my mind
So young yet so tired of life
Taking pills, smoking pills like it is required
So young yet so eager to die
Take me back to the time when I felt alive
Was so full of life, now I feel deprive
Thought it was true, but it was all a lie
Now I'm all alone in this room, asking why?
I've been thinking all night
Who am I? What am I? What do I know?
I be getting so high
Took some drugs overdose, just to not feel low
I've been smoking all night
Been awake, can't sleep, I don't know why
I've been waking up high
Still alive for now but I don't know how long
Really, I just want everything to make sense
Got my heart broke, never been the same since
Was stab in the back by some fake friends
Wanted revenge but to what end
I've been getting so high but I'm falling
I've been looking up the sky, God I'm calling
Let a lot of people down, but I'm trying
Giving it my best, yet I'm still failing
These past few days, I've been bedridden
Cause shit gets old when you ain't winning
Would you rather just sleep and keep dreaming
Than be awake and overthinking
Ohh, who am I? been trapped inside of my mind
Well, I'll be fine, just need a little more time
I be getting so high
Took some drugs overdose, just to not feel low
I've been smoking all night
Been awake, can't sleep, I don't know why
I've been waking up high
Still alive for now but I don't know how long