Wish I Was Sailing (feat. Cold Illumination) [Prod. Con]

Trust in me
I'll make you believe
In fairly tell endings
Where everything's amazing
Now trust in me
I'll make you believe
In fairly tell endings
Where everything's amazing

Yea
Why do I always slip up?
Got my feelings flipped up
I'm here on this island
Hoping one day I'll heal up
Can't comfort people's pain
Cause I don't comfort myself
I come from a background
Where broken is well, shit
I guess a couple years
I'll think to myself
I had it all planned out
And now I'm spazzing out
Hiding's easy for me
Cause I do it so well
Oh you left like the spring?
I guess time really tells, shit
My hands are still muddy
I'll blow some wind on it
If the sun is still sunny
I'll put a pin on it
Hope it don't go nowhere
How I manage I can't really tell
Self destruction's what I'm really
Scared of
Used to pain, it don't hurt no more
The boat left the little island
And I'm still at shore
Time comes and goes
Pain always comes but it never goes
Where will I go when it's over?
I don't know

Trust in me
I'll make you believe
In fairly tell endings
Where everything's amazing
Now trust in me
I'll make you believe
In fairly tell endings
Where everything's amazing

Yea
Look around by me
Girl you left me seen
I'm still asking, how the fuck is dirt so clean? Yea
Wish I was sailing now
Apart from doubt
You still ask me, how the fuck my thoughts so loud? Yea

I just need a little chance
To get me off this land
Sail away
I got nothing else on my plans
Yea
I just need a little sail
And if all goes well
Make it home
Far away from this place called hell
All if I could sail

Trust in me
I'll make you believe
In fairly tell endings
Where everything's amazing
Now trust in me
I'll make you believe
In fairly tell endings
Where everything's amazing