Over And Over

[Intro: J-Formz]
I swear to God man, it’s like the same shit just fuckin over and over again, man. You know what I’m sayin?

[Verse 1: J-Formz]
They say you’re always gonna want exactly what you can’t get
So when you think you’re movin forward, you ain’t takin a step
You’re breakin a sweat to try to put dough in your pocket
But every time you get the money, it don’t go in your pocket
For every 100 you make
You need 99 just to survive, so now I see how we’re all gettin raped
There’s somethin twice as bad for every thing that goes good
So I don’t ever see a point to fuckin knock on wood
I feel such an imbalance
Cause life’s too hard, but if it got any easier, then it wouldn’t be a challenge
And I wanna know why
If by chance, somethin goes right in ur life, it’s always gotta be the wrong time
So I can’t get too excited wen somethin goes right
Cause I know the opposites gonna happen by tonight
Now, a lot of people would say I’m just bein pessimistic
But to me, I’m just bein realistic

[Chorus:]
It’s a right I defend over and over again
2x

[Verse 2: CiG]
Chill with us for a day, you’d think were morbid
Cause we’re ready to kill or be killed, who wanna cross, kid?
Death’s a steep price, and you can’t afford it
They say I’m blessed, success comes, so don’t force it
I appreciate the fans through it all, supported
Me through my depression, cause you helped me fought it
With each line, I give you the realness that you sorted
I don’t rap, this is my life, and I happen to record it
Give me a reason to start believin
Cause I’m gettin old now, there goes another season
I hate Staten and the drama it creates
I love Staten Island, but why’s it so fake?
Cause my whole life, I felt like I don’t belong here
Cause everyone’s the same, only out of sheer fear
And nothing looks up, but it eventually will
I just rap cause it saves me on the therapy bills, still...

[Chorus:]

[Verse 3: J-Formz]
Now I don’t wanna sound like I keep sayin the same things
But I’m stuck, I keep playin the same games
I need a deal
My boys affordin trips, jewelry and whips, and I can’t afford a meal!?
I can’t understand what the fuck I’m doin wrong
All I really know it my heart is stuck up in the song
And I can’t understand, all these people say they love me
But I’m still handin out CD’s for no money
Sometimes I feel like all I do is complain
I tell myself "shut up" and just stay in the game
People say they love it when I explain my pain
But I really feel like I’m fuckin goin insane
And there’s no one to blame, it’s only myself
For focusin on the game, and puttin life on the shelf
But life’s a game in itself I’ve always felt
So, I don’t play cards, just the hand I was dealt...

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