Walkin

Walked the hard road since I been saved
Feelin the journey and direction but feel lost in a daze
And it's hurtin how I'm wastin my dayz
Been past and present tense so what I'm facin is way more than phase
And it get rough out there when you fightin evil
You wrapped on what the crowd say and people and the view when they see you
Life get wild mane but heaven the sequel
But if you kept it too trill half would prolly turn back and leave you
It's so crazy, I'm too lazy I'm caught up and I'm stressin
Feel like this hole got me trapped but I'm too blind to to learn lessons
I'm guessin, bout what's right but it come natural
What's wrong too many might end up judgin fore' the end of the song
And these nights they got me thinkin but I ain't gettin leverage
Done stayed up so many nights me and the moon need a marriage
But not, not cuz I'm stressin I need restin
That's the walk, I love God and I'm in it
But feel too tired too talk man

Pain slow creeps, feel like my soul weeps
Can't wait till I bring hope and the son to them cold streets
Movin though, my heart gettin heavy
Moving steady tryna push through pressure like da leavies
Yea I'm changed, you prolly know so get the record straight
Took a minute but ain't dead so my chance never late
Shouldn't look back but on my past yeah it hurts
I Chased dreams not for cream but for attention just to burst
On the scene, and wonder who's really in it on my team
Shouldn't be that way of course but the course was not my dreams
And them courses not for me, nah school ain't movin fast enough
If I don't mesh into the system then my pockets packin up
Oh lackin stuff? If you got substance mane then sack the love
I'm trying to teach but what I preach sometimes ain't addin up
Cuz I ain't backin up, what I say but can't play
Cuz I came so close to fallin when it's stackin up
Shoot, if I think back on the start
Would they believe you how much evil left since God took you far
Yea more than a page a book
My chapters full of sadness so much pain when my dreams got cooked
So nowadays my vision blinded, too hard to aim high
Behind the scenes tears stream cuz the world gave me lies
But for sure, rarely cry but inside I do often
Was a seed but now a plant how it grew that darkness yea

Fear crazy, kills lately, me doin anything outside the box I thought caged me
Been free, them chains fugazi, that pain leek
But I could see ever since God changed me
Stomach heavy loaded stress n hopelessness that filled me
Prolly da goofiest, behind my laugh
Yea this the real me
Aye this the real me, heart open, stars broken, so my nights more filthy
Still gaze, God for sure still get the praise, lot of pain
But it don't make me but it chase me through the dayz
God on top, to whoever pushin back can't let it pop
Cuz my purpose bigger than they circus, turn or you gone drop
Move through that rain just like a mop, roll with the right then I'm on top
Givin lesser and it's cuz of pressure, wins behind that loss
Trying to push if they don't cop the cold I feel it like a lot
And still ball too if don't recieve us just like Randy Moss yea