Toxic

This life is gettin so toxic, I'm gettin carsick don't know how to stop it
And to be honest Your honor I'm lost and I feel like I'm trapped like a motherfuckin hostage

My studios the holy land, my music is the Bible
And everyone I followed then have now become my rivals
I guess that that's the reason that I never worshiped idols
I'm like hova at His best got you drownin in my tidal

I never planned to be a renegade all I ever wanted was to sit back and celebrate
Never Delegate my trust to someone that I don't know
Never hesitate to hide my love, that's just something that I won't show
Whoah

They callin me a heartless monster, sayin I don't belong on that artist roster
But I don't pay it no mind
Yeah I stay on my grind
Life is a mountain I climb
Born one of a kind yeah

And you ain't never gon' phase me
I thank my momma for the way that she raised me
I been payin bills my whole entire life
So how the fuck did you think that you ever gon Change me

There's too much stress up in my life for me to quit smokin
Thats shits my only fix for When my body feels broken

Hard to believe that everything was a lie
Then its, harder to leave got me questioning why this

This life is gettin so toxic, I'm gettin carsick don't know how to stop it
And to be honest Your honor I'm lost and I feel like I'm trapped like a motherfuckin hostage

Take me away from this ugly life, payin the rent on time is becomin a monthly fight this Lovely night
Is gettin worse by the second, pray to the lord that when I go, that I die a Legend yeah

Fake people make me sick to my stomach
I didn't ever need your love and never did I want it
You make me wanna vomit
Society's pullin all the strings to your actions and your ass is the puppet

Y'all are actin so phony, tellin me you love me, that you wanna get to know me
How the Fuck you sayin that, you never knew the old me
I used to be a stranger, now you callin me your homie

I must be runnin out of patience
Hungry for success I got million dollar cravings
Yeah, I'm always dreaming of vacations
Somewhere far away out in tropical locations

Life's a game, yeah it's something like a story
I ain't in for the fame
I ain't in it for the glory
I ain't in it for the chains
I ain't in for that fake shit
I'm in it for the pain
Just praying to live amazing

This life is gettin so toxic, I'm gettin carsick don't know how to stop it
And to be honest Your honor I'm lost and I feel like I'm trapped like a motherfuckin hostage