Grandma

Gandma died and everyone is unhappy
We sat around saying what a super dignified lady
We were glad when cousin brought the baby
We were glad when cousin brought the baby

When i feel down, suicidal, i do
I don't wanna die die!

Mom and auntie got each other riled
I comforted my mother like a child
Felt sort of useful, sort of felt defiled
A persons life in things has to be sorted
Dulled out, delegated and transported
To the piles of other shit that we have hoarded

When i feel down, suicidal i do
I don't wanna die die!