i don't

Seems you only check your phone, on the weekend
Seems you only respond, when you need me

Am i wrong for drowning all my feelings with this champagne?
I wonder what's been on your mind but you don't feel the need to explain
You just keep me going through the motions, i'm so scared of my emotional state
I'm so fucking fragile, please be careful, because i'm afraid that i might break

I don't know if i will heal this time
I don't know if i will still be fine
I don't know what i'm supposed to do
I don't know if i can change my mood

And then you said

I don't wanna do that
Don't wanna put you through that
I don't wanna see you so sad
You know i love you so bad
I don't wanna see our love
Going down the drain
I don't wanna put you through that
We would never be the same

We would never be the same
I don't wanna hear my name
Why do you still play these games
We should just take different lanes