Gaining Consciousness

[Intro]
You don’t gotta say a thing
I’m mostly here with you
At least I hoped I was
I wish I could’ve helped you

[Verse]
I wish I had the strength to go back
I wish I had an option when you told me that
But if I keep wishing nothing’s gonna come out
To my understanding

[Chorus]
But I’m so scared of going back
To the old life, I never had
It’s not enough, living the lie
Living the lie

I’m petrified of what went wrong
I write more songs, as time goes
Trying to move on, living a lie
I’m living the lie

I’m living a lie

[Break]

[Bridge]
I begged that I’d be right for you
I’m trying to come back with what I've left of you
I’m trying to go back
I’m trying to go back

[Outro]