Dec 29

I hate when I start thinking
Old times stop reminiscing
Two minds but so distant
I can't let myself get that low again
My friend what happened to the old times
I've been waiting for you to pull up since nine
It's fine other plans you have see ya next time
It's lies I just hide it inside

And let it rot away
Like my heart turn black when it wither away
Could've helped out but you were played games
Long distance yep she still the same
Jump in my lane now that's deadly
Satan driving while I'm in the backseat
In my head thinking will she be
Nevermind she just turn to an enemy

So if you come let it go
Like frozen this chopper ima hold it close
While I'm smoking green
So relieved getting head by my main thing
Balls deep I'ma make you my wifey
Real women hard to find can you stay please

Past girls want to be the next bitch thing
So obscene threw em in the fire let em Rest In Peace
Talking bout we're family
Bitch please
You left time when things got too deep

Leave me be i want to get to my next peak
Got a tab on my tongue making me so weak
But so keen when I try to make these beats
Magic shrooms got my lyrics so deep
And creepy like Marguerite

Guaranteed ima stay me no matter what
You throw a fuss cause I changed give up
New year new me watch me glo up
Hella dumb and hella numb and I'm hardly sober
Three blunts to the face losing my composer
Sitting in my room trying think shit over
Codeine old me bout to come over
Hope my babe still feels me
Cause she leaves that'll be the end of me

Anxiety overload
Drugs overdose
My heart froze
Can't let go
I sunk below
In this couch swallowed whole
These pills swallowed whole
I'm learn to let go

Anxiety overload
Drugs overdose
My heart so froze
Why can't I them let go
I sunk way below
In this couch swallowed whole
These pills I swallowed whole
I'm learn to let them go