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I write when my heart is broken so it is broken right now
It’s so sad that I see everything in black and deep brown
I see myself holding pen writing what is happening deep down
So your negative reaction to me charges my head with revenge. That’s what I’m talking ‘bout
You are going to be my buddy but don’t know what is to be a real friend
When you are ready to follow me anywhere even in hell
Even if my purpose was associated with leaving the Milky Way
You’d stand by me cuz you are sure I would do the same
I love friends like these as my brother cuz I see him in each other
Every day someone cries in my room. Who is that? Dammit again my mother
I see liars and sycophants I don’t make family with none of their circle
If you love me then don’t look for what I have and don’t focus on my ‘wrinkle’
You know a person when you see his reaction in every moment in his entire life
So you see our weakness is that one day we are all going to die
If this brain is mine, this hand is mine, my soul is mine
I got a question then: who the hell am I?

Do we have the power out of this world?
Where we all reside, there is no our home
We live together but then die alone
If home is here then where do we go?
We will all die it’s about time
Still I’ll show you my love if you show me yours
If you take my place, then how will it be mine?
Are you still gonna ask me why we leave home?

No one can find me
Cuz people are blind in my eyes
Eagle flies using its’ wings but my brother can fly without the wings
And that’s why he owns a temper of The Wingless Eagle
He gives me inspiration but they gave me no hope
That’s why I’ve chosen the way that nobody wants
Cuz I know I will be in danger but still alone
It will be the time when I prove them wrong
Whenever a tear is falling down it doesn’t mean I chop an onion to make me cry
I wonder about my life is not tight enough but I had been waiting for it for a while
God gave me a single coin I still can’t realize I got to raise it or hide
This goal is unreachable but everything is impossible if I don’t try
Things are so strange to me it feels like I am an alien
And look to this planet as minor, I feel no fear
Not to stare at illusions my vision is real
Even a candle cries with a fiery eye and dies when it’s run out of tears

Do we have the power out of this world?
Where we all reside, there is no our home
We live together but then die alone
If home is here then where the fuck do we go?
We will all die it’s about time
Still I’ll show you my love if you show me yours
If you take my place, then how will it be mine?
Are you still going to ask me why the fuck we leave home?

I don’t think my brother will ever forgive me for my bad action
But today I beg god’s pardon for my indecent lesson
I hope he will call me brother it’s my dying wish
Cuz I know how fuckin he loves me
Look at your muscles and never feel your strength
Listening to your mind makes you a man, having wind at his back
Length of life is short when it comes to death
My mind can invent new world your body is too fat
When I rap I behave as if I wasn’t here
My brain thinks of something but wounds deepen and I fear
My time runs out and wounds are not changed I am running but I don’t know where
I lost my way. Now I am following my shadow and my spirit is flying in the air
I Love you man cuz now you are listening to my song
You are the only one who believes in my goal
Standing with headphones in your ear or not but hearing my call
When you do this for me only then I am strong

Do we have the power out of this world?
Where we all reside, there is no our home
We live together but then die alone
If home is here then where do we go?
We will all die it’s about time
But till it happens I’ll show you my love if you show me yours
If you take my place, then how will it be mine?
Are you still going to ask me why we leave home?

I’ve never wanted to be forever young
I am worth when you don’t know when I die
That’s why I must defend what is mine
My life is a battlefield - kind and evil at the same time
Is it so difficult to say thanks for what I have done for you?
I am ready to break all the rules to make your dreams come true
But even for that you think I am a fool and I am forced to hide in gloom
Did you ever try to realize where the fuck I am but you are slave of your doom?
Now I am just sleep talking and don’t give a damn what I say
It’s time to sleepwalk until I learn how to dance
If I am pissed off then even in damn I lose myself
You’d better be sure till you decide to leave your nest
Has somebody ever wanted to sing my praises even for a second?
God damned unfound brilliant ideas in my head are my secret weapon
Hidden in billion stupid thoughts like the sunlight covered in the cloudy weather
Have no idea when it hides and shines this is my ladder to heaven

Do we have the power out of this world?
Where we all reside, there is no our home
We live together but then die alone
If home is here then where the fuck do we go?
We will all die it’s about time
I guess I must show my love to earn yours
If you take my place, then how will it be mine?
Are you still going to ask me why the fuck we leave home?