Jesus Wept

Overthinking everything
Lying on the pavement
Playing Russian roulette with the life that I've been given
Everybody's dying I'm not interested in hell
Are criminals in heaven?
Do I have a shot as well?

So I looked up at the sky
Looked into the Gods
Only one died
For someone like me
Awful human being
Saved by a King on a torture device

I can't believe you wept for me
After all I've done you should've run

I didn't say goodbye last night
I didn't mean to make you cry
Sorry for everything
I'll fail you inevitably
Wish I wasn't so surprised
When everybody takes your side
You saw the best in me
I don't need your sympathy

Uh-oh, here we go
Knocking on the wrong door
I'm back where I started
This cycle is haunted
Oh God is the offer on the table?
Starting to think I'm not able
To put every piece back together
On my own
Nobody knows the pain
(Nobody knows the pain)

I can't believe you wept for me
After all I've done you should've run

I didn't say goodbye last night
I didn't mean to make you cry
Sorry for everything
I'll fail you inevitably
Wish I wasn't so surprised
When everybody takes your side
You saw the best in me
I don't need your sympathy

I don't need your sympathy

I didn't say goodbye last night
I didn't mean to make you cry
Sorry for everything
I'll fail you inevitably
Wish I wasn't so surprised (I'm sorry)
When everybody takes your side (I'm sorry)
You saw the best in me
I don't need your sympathy