Waiting to Die

I drown my tears in material things
I spent all of my years
In front of LED screens
I'm probably wastin' my youth
I'd hate to look back on this
When I'm ​old and I'm pissed from
All the life that I missed
And I've been fallin' down
I know I've said it before
Can't seem to sort it out
I hit my head on the floor
And then I pour it out
I make some bad metaphors to
Help me calm it down
My thoughts are talking loud

And I've been restless, stressed, depressed
Mark the checklist
It's just another phase that I'm in
And I don't wanna lie to your face
But my pace has been hectic
I just don't know where to begin
So I'll say this

Life sucks and I'm losing my mind
Can you tell me the time?
I'm just waiting to die, yeah
All my songs started soundin' the same
I've been locked in my brain
Think I'm goin' insane
I'm manic, dammit, here we go again
I'm so damaged, damn
Where the fuck are all my friends at?
Life sucks and I'm losing my mind
Can you tell me the time?
I'm just waiting to die

I hold my head up while
I'm holdin' my breath
And I'm so fed up with the dread
I'm always watchin' my step
I wish that I could be
Oblivious like everyone else
They say ignorance is bliss
I really like how that sounds
And I've been crying out
The walls are caving again
Can someone pull me out?
I'm feeling trapped in my skin
Don't wanna let you down
I'm lost and faded again
I really hate this town
Nothing can save me now

And I've been breaking the silence
The words are better when I scream it
I think I said some things out of line
But know I don't mean it
I promise I'll call you 'cause
Lately I just feel defeated
I just don't know where to begin
So I'll say this

Life sucks and I'm losing my mind
Can you tell me the time?
I'm just waiting to die, yeah
All my songs started soundin' the same
I've been locked in my brain
Think I'm goin' insane
I'm manic, dammit, here we go again
I'm so damaged, damn
Where the fuck are all my friends at?
Life sucks and I'm losing my mind
Can you tell me the time?
I'm just waiting to die