Darkness|Fire Phoenix

Darkness

I walk through my endless hall of mirrors
They show me my life from the beginning to the end

I'm here all the time

Frozen, stuck, in the never-ending cycle of looking at myself
(I'm burning)
Broken glass on the floor from the things I couldn't look at anymore

I always go back to the same extreme
Am I a bad person?

I am not fine most of the time
If you see me, looking like I'm not here

Lost
Afraid of my thoughts
(red alert)
And unable to live my life

(Red alert)

I'm in my mind

I've always wanted to be free
I know one day I will be

OCD, anxiety, depression

All the things I've been through

Heavy

I've talked about this many times but sometimes I feel blue

This is my release

Of all the things I've carried, carried, carried, carried
It's scary, scary, so scary, scary

I've got to let it go, I've got to let it go
I gotta grow, grow, grow

How could you treat me
Like I'm not
A necessity
Like I'm some fucking loser
Like I'm some fucking freak
Like I'm not worthy of life

Like I'm not worthy of being happy
Of not being healthy

I'll come home to me

Let it go

Let it go

I'm burning
I'm burning
I'm burning

Burn to ash

Let it go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go

The things that are in and around me

You don't get to decide who I'm going to be

Be free, free, free

Fire Phoenix
Fire Phoenix
Fire Phoenix

I rise, I rise, I rise

I fly, I fly

I love you, I love you, I love you

Brendon, B, Hybrid