It's Only Pain

Forlorn
They say spit it out
But I grow weak
When I am healing
So I'm bleeding out the void
So it can swallow me whole
Withering away
Disembodied
I decay
If there's a reason for this pain
Tear me apart and rip out my brain
Malfunctioning
Please give me something that can
help me resuscitate
This life
This light
So take my broken bones
And build a fire in the cold
Then let everything burn
Forlorn
I can't seem to find any self worth
In this hell on earth
I sacrificed the understanding I had
Just to misunderstand
That it's only pain
The price to pay just to have some faith
When bleeding out
When seeking out
Solace
Has no place in this purgatory
Solace
It has no place
So take my broken bones
And build a fire in the cold
Let everything burn
Forlorn
Birthed into shadow
Bound to the earth
It's the unanswered questions
I hold so high above my worth
I bleach both of my eyes
So I can see it's more than pain
That's been keeping me alive
So watch the flames grow
As my heart erodes
Use my skin to fan the flame
Don't leave a single bone
Watch my body decompose
Let nothing remain
Let nothing remain
Here I am
Wishing to meet the end
When will this ever end
So take my broken bones
And build a fire in the cold
Then let everything burn
Forlorn
I'm afraid
Of the part of me
Questioning everything
I am a graveyard of hope
And I have made this place it's home
Forlorn