Exit Wounds 6: Widowed

I can't accept
That he's left my side
The days are long
And the night leaves me terrified

Every morning I wake
And put my best face on
But everything reminds me
My best friend is gone

CHORUS:
Please God save me
And help me to see
With unshaken faith
I want to believe
Show me that death
Doesn't mean that he's gone
Give me a sign
That there is life beyond

I can't find a reason
To get out of bed
His last words to me
Are stuck in my head

I'd like to believe
That I'll see him again
I'll try to keep hope
That this isn't the end

CHORUS

In the dead of night
I wake up screaming
From this nightmare
That's become reality
I'm all mixed up inside
And I can't reconcile
Because he's gone but I believe
In what he was fighting for

In the light of day
I find strength inside
But I cannot hide
The pain that's drowning me
Drowning me

In the dead of night
I wake up screaming
In the light of day
I find some meaning
I'm all mixed up inside
What was right has all gone wrong
And still my life will carry on
Though I'm not sure what I'm fighting for